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Torn

I am… I can’t believe we can’t reach a compromise right now.  There is a big possibility that I’d bag the dream job I’ve prepared my whole life for.  And yet, after telling this to my other half, he was … Continue reading

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Judgement Day

Something life-changing is about to take place tomorrow until wednesday. Actually it’s only life-changing for me and my family, but too personal to tell. Maybe someday when all of these has passed and I can talk more freely about it. … Continue reading

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60 Things in 100 Years

Oh my…. I feel like a hundred years old already, what with the lower back pain I’m suffering from right now.  And it’s my last day tomorrow at work.  It’s just so typically ironic! Well, if ever I reach a hundred … Continue reading

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Blabbering Blabbermouth

It’s okay. No, it’s actually not.  But well maybe it is.  Do you think it is?  I don’t really know.  I can’t quite put a finger on it.  Do you think I should?  Really?  Probably so.  Does it make sense?  … Continue reading

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Torn

I’m sooooo undecisive and I can say this out loud!!!!!! I bagged the job which weeks earlier sounds tempting to me.  After an early morning call today telling me if I’m still interested, I am torn between my present and … Continue reading

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Change is Coming

And it’s happening to me! No, not a sex transplant, silly!  I’m still my 100% me…just that I am embarking on a new career soon and it feels exciting threading on the unknown again.  Well, I know this is euphoria … Continue reading

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One Blah Day at a Time

What motivates you?  Have you ever felt like everyday is a struggle to know if you’ll survive it or not?  I don’t know if it is worse to try to survive with barely nothing (with no food, no money) or … Continue reading

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No internet???

Think about it: What if there is no internet connection for a week starting tomorrow?  Absolutely nowhere anywhere! There will be more snail mails and busier post offices.  Yellow pages will be in circulation again (they’ve stopped sending at our … Continue reading

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Crap

I feel so crappy and slept for just three hours.  Its not even the break of dawn and yet I prefer to freeze here in the basement and do nothing.  Life is just so fu#%+*d up these days and I’m … Continue reading

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Bittersweet Distance

Estranged.  Cold.  Bitter.  Painful.  These words are what I can associate when referring to my own mother.  I cannot relate to people cherishing their mother as priceless, one-of-a-kind, positive human forces in their lives.  The wind beneath their wings.  I … Continue reading

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